Empty chair in lamplight, curtains moving, stars at the window

Presence

Two from the past

A mystery man involved — maybe two. One is her father. The other is an old friend. She has not named the friend here. This wing does not invent him. It leaves the chair.

Spoken here

Elliott Thomas Ridenour Jr

Public record
Young Navy sailor, the face she still talks to
Navy family. The portrait from her reel.

Died April 30, 2009, in her living room. She has written that fentanyl he should not have been given was involved, and that nothing made sense until now. He taught her the Bible, and he had his Nostradamus book to align lessons with timelines. After losing two lobes of his lungs, still on oxygen, he spent the last decade of his life digging and preserving history. Navy family — father and grandfather, nearly fifty years combined. She is working on that legacy since she came east. Love you daddy. The pole and the flag were taken from the grave. She still talks to him.

Sunset over water. I have an angel watching over me and I call him Daddy.

The old friend

Spoken here

Unnamed. From the past. She feels him in the pattern. This house will not put a stranger's face on that feeling. If someone arrives in a message wearing that role, that is the Signal lab's dead-name key — a costume with a hook. Presence does not phish.

444

Public + spoken

The PO Box for what childhood lost. The number on the original account. Angel-number talk in the posts, and a practical label on a box of what was taken. Both can be true. She got home. The chair is still in the light.

I refuse to sink

Spoken here
An anchor braided into an infinity loop, roses on the iron. I refuse to sink.

An anchor, an infinity, roses on the iron. She placed it in the same reel as her father. The line is old tattoo language. In this house it sits next to the sailor.

Cracked silhouettes of a hatter and a girl. Wonderland didn't break me. It simply revealed the cracks.

Wonderland didn't break me. It simply revealed the cracks.

Placed in her reel